I should be doing something productive right now..

... but I'm not. Of course. I'm allowing myself to be distracted. As usual.

I've been sketching a bit, but I'm not happy with much of it. I keep trying to come up with a sketch of Alvar that I like but I always end up hating it. Males are difficult for me at best. Males with bits and pieces of dragon anatomy thrown into the mix don't make it any easier.

On top of this, I can't get much beyond my stick figure and starting in on some basic musculature before my hand is writing in agony. Fucking carpal tunnel. There is not one damned thing I do in my life (work, hobbies, chores, whatever) that doesn't aggravate it. I'm fucked. And it's pissing me off.

And why can I not change this list of garbage under my journal? Why can I not at least delete it? The only thing that's accurate right now is that I'm annoyed. /sigh

I think that says something needs to be addressed that my status as annoyed seems to be static. >.< Maybe if I ever get out of this string of dead end jobs and can get into something with insurance attached to it I can get carpal tunnel surgery. >.> That'd make me a lot less annoyed.

EDIT:

Yay editing allows me to fix the random what I'm doing, listening to, eating, nosey BS that nobody cares about!